These restless days

I'm restless. I've been restless for some time now. I thought, perhaps, it was something else.....depression, confusion, boredom. No. I'm restless.

I'm ready to get on with my life. There's so much I want to do! Photography classes. More introspective writing. Fall in love. Travel. Learn a new language. Buy a fabulous condo.

During my recovery from surgery, I've had way too much time to just sit and think. It's funny - I've never been more desperate to lay in the sun or go swimming than since I've been in my cast! Just another fine example of feeling restless.

I've been having some interesting conversations lately with someone involving personality typing according to the Myers-Briggs test. This person remained convinced I was one personality, and I remained convinced I was another. I settled it today - and I was right. It's really gotten me to thinking, though: how could I project one personality type so clearly to someone who is just getting to know me, yet really and truly be something else? Does that mean I have 2 personalities (some might agree with that!)? Does it mean that my personality is evolving? Perhaps. I think that it's entirely possible - even probable - to have aspects of our personality be in constant growth and evolution. It's called learning from our past.

At any rate.

I'm restless.